Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Hari raya sucked-except for the $ part.hehe Like,nothing would suck if it comes to $ right? anyway history repeat(s) itself.I hate dressing up for nothing or dressing up for only 2 or 3 houses. It makes me so annoyed! Damn frustrating la.Urggh Go through the fuss&shit and the day ends like THAT.just like that.and Oh im so used to waking up in the evening already so waking up at 12 seems like 6am.I dont and seriously cant understand why some people wear high heels voluntarily.its so sick man.Hari rayas over right?I hope so.I wanna continue going out and start shopping.its so funny i dont have a clue on what to spend my money on and i dont get enthusiastic when someone ask me out-totally unlike me.I'd rather stay and rot in front of the tv.
Monday i went 'jalan raye' with the 4a people or i thought so until i saw 5 other guys from the express class.I presumed it was gonna be so awkward but it turned out okay.I HATE WALKING IN HIGH HEELS!! now i have 1000 blisters everywhere.sucks.
I cant stop myself from eating.I love food but if i continue to eat i'll grow fatter and hate myself. and guess what? now im thinking of ordering mcdonalds.what a f-er i am.i'll just try starving or think of some other alternative.This is such a do or die situation.at least i have to put in abit of effort so i would feel better.I need to accomplish something this year.Its just been a bad year.a real bad one.
I just wish one day i'd wake up in nicole richie's body/just stick thin will do!
dontspeakhardtoexplain at 10:01 PM
